2 AM THOUGHTS

 

You know what they say about 2am, it’s both the Devil’s hour and the Angel’s hour, and it makes sense that it is. 2am is when the insecurities come stumbling down on you, where you have no where to hide, unless you distract yourself on Instagram and chill with Netflix.

“We’re sleeping on our problems like we solve them in our dreams; We wake up early morning and they’re still under the sheets” (Louis Tomlinson circa 2020)

It’s when you think of everything and nothing all at once, where you wonder what you are doing with your life, where you mourn for your ex, where you wish your pillow was a little bit warmer and where you wish you had a midnight snack because all this unnecessary thinking had made you hungry.

It’s when you realize the maybe, just maybe, it would be easier to let go and cry into your pillow, or blast on your favorite music on speakers and hope your family won’t wake up. It’s when you tell the stars what you miss the most in life, and where you make new dreams and goals for tomorrow and hope you’re strong enough to make them happen when the morning comes.

2am is a strange place to be in, but you won’t have it any other way, because deep down you know you need all those messed up 2ams for you to be who you are today.

~ Chenu 💚