On the right side of midnight

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 Under the light of a blinding spotlight,

The world looks very bright up here,

The cameras flashing around me, in tears

A thousand eyes watching on.


Basking in the warmth and glow,

My shadow so small beneath me

The black so slow turns into grey, and I 

am running within chaos


One night is what I'm praying for,

To search within me, inside my soul,

Somewhere grey where I'd be alone,

Finally at peace.

Because-


Not even the light of a thousand stars 

can help me find my fate

Was it always this chaotic?

I do not remember, Yet I sleep


Free falling into myself

I let myself see,

The butterfly within has found her wings


A pirate of the seas?

Or the heir to the throne?

Or maybe above all, A Heart Of Gold?

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